It still hurts,
No matter how hard I try,
I look at it with positive eyes,
But it drags me back to darkness,
There is nothing that can replace it,
I must just learn to cope,
To cope with emptiness,
I feel like I have lost a lot of people.
But they were never my friends in the first place,
I am trapped in my own mind,
Luckily there is so much light in my life,
I just want things to be the same,
They will always be different,
I try to find positivity,
But its hard to always be positive,
Sometimes there just needs to be negativity,
It is like a release,
Sometimes we just need to cry it out,
We just need to talk it out,
I am lost,
But I am my ow